A Dear friend had left a bag by my door. It had some wonderful support things for me and for Elijah. It was so sweet. Nice to feel like others really cared and wanted to support us in any way that they could. I didn't realized how much others really cared.

In this bag there was a note. In this note it said: "Remember that strong women sometimes forget to ask for help." In that moment I felt like yes, I'm strong and that it was ok to ask for help. It was hard or me to except some of the help that was given through out this time. Yet I'm still learning.

Another thing that was written in this note stated "You are going to be taking in all kinds of information from Doctors, family, and friends. Trust your own heart and mind."

This really helped me.